Trust me I’ll never cheat on you. Believe me, I want only you. Open your heart let me though and I promise I’ll stay in love with you.
– ButterflyFootprintsWhen I said I love you, I meant I will be honest and never cheat on you because I want you the same. Most of all I want you to be mine, exclusively mine for the rest of your life. Monogamy, that’s how its done.
– ButterflyFootprintsM&E, In LOVE..
It’s my first time to write something like this so forgive me if I don’t know how to navigate.lol
Meet a person for the first time, hangout as friends for a few hours and suddenly you’re feeling that you’re in love with him already. Could that be possible? I think so. Uncertain because I’m still in the beginning of our once upon a time. I’ve decided to create this page to see how our story goes day by day. If it will last or if not, I would want to know how the story ends. If this so called love-at-first-sight can be true and possible. If finding someone special online can really work. And this will also teach me how to work a long distance relationship.
So here we go, I’ve met a this guy online, he first sent me a message on the 5th of April in some weird way. Being not involved with a guy in years, I decided to like reply to the email. We exchanged emails for two more days and we finally exchanged IM Ids for better and easier communication. We talked like good old friends, the convo was amazing because we almost have the same opinion about everything. Then he opened up about going to my country in couple of days but debating if he will push through or not. Well, as a friend (and secretly admired him), I told him not cancel the trip and so we could meet, hangout as friends.
During our convo I was like teasing him that I’m an ex-dude and that I’ll tell him the whole story when he gets here. Creating my own ghost that he almost believed that I was not a real woman, I made him almost changed his mind. 12th of April, he landed in my homeland. He arrived at around 11PM , and sent me a message saying that there’s a change of plan. We will meet the next day and he’ll fly to Angeles (A City in the Nothern part of where I am) the day after that. So, I said fine, I’ll take the chance and let’s meet him.
13th of April, we’re supposed to meet in a grill near his hotel but it turned out to be closed during day time. I got no choice but to meet him at his hotel. Funny because we only communicate through IM and his phone was like dead at that time or whatnot and his laptop was at his room.We’re going to meet at the lobby,so just imagine that he’s going up and down from his room.. lol.. Anyway, I was at the lobby but he was not there and there’s this one guy staring at me , smiling like he wanted to go near me but is debating.. lol .. I don’t recognize the face and it couldn’t be him. I know how he looks like and that’s not him. No way… Afraid and hesitant about the possibilities, I went outside and sent him a message that I am already downstairs. I feel relieved when I saw a very good looking cool guy just ran down the stairs, smiling looking at me. Feeling mixed emotions I played it cool, greeted him and smiled. So there goes the meeting…
Next thing, we didn’t know where to go and that was the funny part.. Hahaha! We’re not that familiar of each other’s likes and dislikes. Everything was sudden. We decided to get in a cab and went to this mall near the seaside. And I didn’t have an idea where to bring him for a talk or whatnot, I decided we just grab some coffee and sit at the shop.. And from there, we talked getting to know each other…. And the story begins…..
It’s when after you dried out all the tears, moved on and found someone who makes you happy again and the person who took you for granted is coming back making you feel like he wanted you back in his life. No, thank you. Sorry, but I am happy now. Very happy. You’re late. I’m so over you.
Sober or Drunk..
True. Everybody falls in love but only few knows how to stay in love with the one person in a long period of time. The feeling of excitement, happiness, fuzz, and being in a relationship status…that’s granted, given when you’re in love. For me, it’s not all about that. Being in true love, is when you’re sober or drunk, with or without the feeling of excitement and romance, you still feel the happiness being with the person you love.TRUE LOVE is a commitment. It’s when you decide and you try to make things work between the two of you. It’s when you decide that you want that person to be part of your life and seeing yourself growing old with him. It’s when you’re willing to accept and consider all the pros and cons of your relationship. And finally, when you’re willing to stand by his side no matter what it takes and no matter what happens.
Well, I know within myself that I’m one of the few who fell in love and stay in love with Micki for the rest of my life.
